Last day of school (: (: (:
This semester past so fast,
but i've enjoyed it tremendously.

I loved the beginning, the chase;
the middle, the new new feeling;
and now the end, i dont wanna!

:) It made me smile. Even if it was only for a lil while.

I've lost interest in being around people.
Yet, I long for certain people to be around me.
It's kinda hard to explain.
I think I'm sad.
Sadder than people think I am.
I think it's stress.
And I keep falling sick.

This is so unlike me.

And I'm really sorry if I hurt anyone.
I really don't mean to turn you down or turn you away.
 

What would I do without you?

Thank you, for always being there.

♥

 

"I'll let you do ANYTHING you want to my left eye" and that's what you get.
I know, I know, terrible job at blending all.. But X was impatient!

Need to get work done. Fast.
I'll expect a "distraction" in half an hour in the form of phone call.
Ok, now till then.. Fast fast!

Call came sooner than expected. lol.

last week of school and i totally can't wait to get over and done with it. 4 assignments due and i'm done with 2 of them. that left me with my research paper and calculus assignment. its really nice of my calculus prof to give us all full marks for the last assignment as long as we submit it. so, the only thing that is giving me a big headache is my research paper. i have this love-hate relationship with social networking sites. like how we love to go on facebook but hate writing about it. HAHA! i guess it applies to everyone out there. oh well, i thought i chose the easiest topic to write on (TEACHERS!). apparently, i was wrong. haha! okay,its easy i guess but its just me larh. crossing my fingers for AW! anyway, that aside. i've been skipping training for the past two weeks but but but i gym-ed on monday okayyyy! been really busy with biz law and AW. i'm really glad that we did well for biz law presentation. the last min changes in the morning totally freaked us out but we still managed to get at least an A- for our presentation. the entire week saw me rushing biz law report, thinking of my corporate gift and changing my damn research paper outline numerous times. no social life at all. its just school-home-school-home-school. so yeah, was really happy to see TWC yesterdayyyy. :D really made my night please. was stress over my research paper the entire morning and afternoon, how annoying. we were supposed to give YC a surprise at his house but he refused to go home early so we made our way down to teo heng to surprise him! TWC loveeee pleaseeee. HAHA! ohya, i suck at surprising people! i wanted to send a msg to Apple to get her to buy all the birthday stuff but ended up sending it to YC! come on, slap me! hahaaha. but i managed to cover up okayyy! wasn't that bad after all. hahaha. it was the most successful surprise so far! GOOD JOB, TWC! HAHA! egg-cited for the meet-up coming Sunday! :) :) :) gonna have a TWC reunion and post birthday celebration for WHY-SEEEEEE before i start mugging for final examsssss!

gonna go for training later and head back to school with JM to finish up our reseach paper. YES, school on a sunday! been doing that for the past two weeks. was back last week to rehearse for our biz law presentation and this week to really sit down and get my research paper done. gonna be a busy week ahead with assignments and also grammar test. well, gonna continue with my research paper before heading out for training in the afternoon!

before i end off,

Hi!

I'm a boring person.

I have no life.

Ok, bye. Back to assignments.

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DUH, I'm affected by it!!
These 2 modules are supposed to have no examinations! And cuz of this issue, I now have 3 (including one marketing paper) exams in mid-December. It'll be two 3-hour (7-10pm), closed book exams with 50% weightage each! Not to mention how close it'll be to Christmas.

 
my tax project is so bad, i feel like crying in class.

why am i doing so much of the work? and when i do the work, you criticise, edit it, suggest new ways to have done it, and then make me feel like i did nothing at all ):

If I can't say what I want, and be myself with you,
I don't know who I can be myself with.
But since you don't like me to tell you certain stuff,
I won't.
I guess I just have to shut that gap sometimes,
And keep things in.
To myself.

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are;
here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch,
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips,
Can touch;
here.

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep;
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch,
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips,
Can touch;
here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.

Whispering lovewords murmur lip-lapping loudly, poppysmic plopslop.

I had a wonderful weekend even though I've been terribly ill the entire week (plus I haven't gone out in quite a while). I've got very bad abdominal cramps (no, it's not that time of the month) & washing machine stomach and my doctor doesn't know what's wrong with me. I got 1+2 days MCs and a referral letter to the A&E. I don't wanna go hospital.


Friday: Very, very ill + Mom's massage + Mel being silly & making me laugh + Too ill to realise I was ignoring someone + Had my hands held while I slept + Got kicked in the head while sleeping

Saturday: IM test which I was too sick to study for + too sick for any Halloween party + Blooies + Liverpool lost yet again + a short heart-to-heart talk + appreciate & feel appreciated + bunny ears + caterpillar dance + Slept on the floor cuz my bed was occupied

Sunday: Fish&co + Love Happens + JS/Cal/Ed/Aaron@Pasir Ris + Aranda + Prawning@Bishan


I caught 2 (pretty) big prawns tonight. Motivated already. Will get more & bigger prawns next time! =D Busy, busy weeks ahead. sigh~

I used to find you intimidating and absolutely beautiful.
Beauty fades.

School's starting tomorrow, 2 project deadlines are weighing (heavily) on my shoulders. I can't sleep and I can't do work. Winning combination for GGXX to the max )):

Now, where's the boy when you need a big big hug?

 

it just isn't drink drank drunk unless someone ends up puking their guts out (:
i had my turn and now, its my penance to take care of others (:
fruit juice the whole night long, i'm so proud of myself! ((: ((: ((: